Perhaps you believe in God for not only one or two years.
During these years perhaps you suffer a lot or have no suffering
but gain a lot of blessings. Perhaps you don't suffer or gain
the blessings but live commonly. Anyway, you are a person
who still follows God. Then let's talk about the question
about following God. But I'll refer to every one who read
these words: God's own words are referred to every one who
accepts God or any follower but not to all including the believers
and unbelievers. If you think God speaks to the crowd, to
the world, then God's words have no effects on you. So you
should remember all the words in your heart. Don't put yourself
out of the words. Anyway let's talk about the things in God's
family.
You should know the real meaning of believing
in God now and the intention of believing in God I told you
before. It's all related to your enter from the obverse-side.
Today, it's different. I'll dissect the essence of your belief.
Of course this guides you from the reverse side. If I don't
do so you'll never know your original feature and you'll praise
your sincerity and loyalty forever. May say, if I don't dig
the ugly and evil feature out of your deep heart, you each
will put the crown on your head and give the glory to yourself.
Your arrogance drives you betray your conscience, drives you
betray and oppose the Christ and expose your ugly face. It'll
expose your intention, conception, luxurious desire and covetous
eyes in the light. However you shout loudly that you'll devote
to Christ's work in all of your life. You say again and again
the truth that Christ said before. These are your "faith",
your "faith without mixture". I'm always strict
with people. If there's intention and condition in your loyalty,
then I'd rather not have your so-called "faith".
For I hate people to cheat me with their intention and extort
me with condition. I only hope you treat me with your real
"faith". Referred to "faith", perhaps
many people will think, "I follow God because of the
'faith', otherwise I won't bear the suffering." I ask
you: you believe in God's existence, why don't you respect
God? Why don't you fear God at all? You admit Christ is the
God who comes in the flesh but why do you look down upon him?
Why do you talk with animated gestures to him? Why do you
judge him openly? Why do you spy on him? Why don't you obey
his arrangement? Why don't you do things according to his
words? Why do you extort his sacrifices? Why do you speak
in the place of Christ? Why do you comment his work and his
words? Why do you dare to blaspheme him behind him and etc.?
Are these your "faith"?
Your speech and deportment shows that you don't
believe in Christ. Your intention and destination to do things
are full of the unbelievable part and even the things from
your eyes are mixed with unbelievable part every minute. So
you have the danger to betray Christ every minute. For you
don't believe in the "God" who is in the flesh even
in your blood. So I say your steps on the way where you believe
in God are not steadily, but spend the time without care.
You believe partly in Christ's words. You can't practice immediately.
This is why you don't believe in Christ. You always have conception
to Christ. This is another reason. Why don't you believe in
him? You always have difficulties to believe in Christ's work.
You always have prejudice to Christ's deeds and can't accept
them correctly. Any explanation can't settle your conception.
These are the unbelief components in your heart. Although
you won't go away but follow Christ's work, there's so much
betrayal in your heart. These are the mixtures that you believe
in God. Perhaps you don't care about this and don't agree
with this. But if you can't check your intention, you'll be
definitely the one who will perish. For God accomplishes the
people who believe in him with their hearts, not the ones
who believe in him partly, not the ones who follow him with
reluctance but never believe in him.
Some people don't like the truth and don't like
the judgement, but only like the power and the money. Such
people are called "force party". They especially
look for those parties who have power in the world and especially
look for the pastors and teachers from the theological seminary.
Even though they accept the truth, they still believe in it
partly and can't enter it with all their hearts. They say
I'll spend for God but their eyes pay attention to the great
pastors and teachers. They pay no attention to Christ. Their
hearts are full of fame and wealth and honor. They never believe
that such a little person can conquer so many people and make
people perfect. They never believe that these unimportant
persons from the dust and ash heap are the elect. They think
if these people are saved then the heaven and the earth will
be exchanged and it's ridiculous enough to make people laugh
their heads off. They think if God chooses these people to
make perfect and those important persons will become gods.
In their points there are unbelievable parts. Not only they
don't believe but also they are simply inhuman persons. For
they only admire the fame and position and the power. They
pay attention to large groups and parties. They pay no attention
to the people who Christ leads. They are simply the betrayers
who run in the opposite direction to Christ, the truth and
the life.
What you admire is not Christ's humble but you
worship those false shepherds who have high positions. You
don't like Christ's loveliness and wisdom but like those licentious
people who can cope with the world. You only laugh at Christ's
sufferings without place to sleep but admire those corpses
who hunt for the sacrifices and live in the luxurious lives.
You're not willing to suffer with Christ but are willing to
throw yourself into those arrogant false Christ's arms although
they can only provide you the carnal things, the dead words
and the limitation. Till now your hearts are still towards
them and their fame and honor, towards the position which
is in all the Satan's hearts, towards their power, their authority
but you still can't accept Christ's work and are not willing
to accept him. So I say you don't have such a "faith"
that you admit Christ. You can follow me till today just because
you are forced and don't have other ways. Each high image
is in your hearts all the time. You can't forget each of their
speeches and actions or their powerful hands. They are the
highest in your hearts forever and they are heroes forever,
but not for Christ today. He is always the most humble in
your hearts and not worthy respecting for he is so common
and his power is so low and he is not so high.
Anyway, I say those who don't pay attention
to the truth are unbelievers and are the betrayers to the
truth. These people can't get Christ's praise forever. Now
do you find how much unbelievable component in you? Have you
find how much you betray Christ? I persuade since you have
already chosen the path of the truth and you should put yourself
into it with all of your hearts. Don't shilly-shally. Don't
be shaken. You should know God doesn't belong to the world
or belong to someone but belongs to every person who really
believes in him and those who worship him and all those who
are sincere and loyal to him.
Now you still have some components of unbelief.
You might check out carefully and you'll have the answer.
When you get the real answer, you'll say you are not a believer,
but a cheat, a person who blasphemes God and a betrayer and
is not loyal to God. Then you'll feel that Christ is God not
a mankind. On that day you will have respect, fear and real
love to Christ. Now your faith is only three tenth percent
but your presumption occupy seven tenth in your heart. Everything
Christ does and every word Christ says can make you have conception
and prejudice. These things are caused by your unbelief. You
only admire the god that you can't see in the sky and only
fear the god that you can't see. You don't care about the
living Christ on the earth. Are these your unbelief? You only
remember the god who ever did the work before but you don't
face Christ today. These are the "faith" which is
mixed with unbelief. I don't underestimate you for you have
so much unbelievable component and you have so much mixture
that need to be dissected. These mixtures are the signs that
you don't have "faith" at all and refuse Christ.
And they are the brand that you betray Christ and the handkerchief
to prevent you to know Christ and the gap for you to be gained
by Christ and the screen for you to be compatible with Christ.
And they prove that you can't get praise from Christ. Now
you'd better check out your life! This is good to you.
